February 2012
21 posts
You only start thinking about your ex when the person you’re currently with doesn’t treat you right.
익숙해졌어요.
I got used to it.
어쩔수없지모ㅎ
그만하고싶다
Everyday my disappointment grows bigger and bigger…This isn’t what I signed up for.
Is this what you call love? You just have no clue what I’m feeling and how much I’m keeping everything in. You call me selfish but you have no idea how much pain I’m harboring. I’m just keeping it in because I know you haven’t had much experience, but it only goes so...
And so I ask myself, “Am I really happy?”
포기했다.
I just end up in disappointment so why expect in the first place?
섭섭하고 서운해도 그냥 참자…:’)
무섭다…진짜로…
Disappointment, confusion, sadness.
I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE…or maybe this is just the real you and I didn’t realize until now…
이건 아니다…
So many thoughts in my head. Don’t know what to do, what to feel, what to think.
First of all, is this the right path for me? I DON’T KNOW. I know it’ll be most difficult thing I’ve ever experienced…but life’s tough right? You gotta go through pain and suffering to enjoy the goodness that comes afterwards right? I know I’ll have to make a lot of...
WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE….?
“난 사람 그렇게까지 안 만들어”
…난 그런 사람 밖에 못되서 미안하다.
난 너보다 훨씬 부족해서 미안하다.
너보다 못해서 미안하다.
내가 이렇게 모자라서 미안하다.
너가 한 말 때문에 난 상처와 충격 먹었다. 너가 그랬지 self esteem높이라고…너가 나의 self esteem 또 낮춘다…
난 기댈수있는 사람이 필요하다. 난 더이상 누구 말 한마디에 상처 받기 싫다. 더이상 “싸이코” “정신병자” “미친” 이런 말 듣기 싫다. 나도 사랑받으면서 살고싶다. 나를 좀 이해해주고 나를 정말 아껴주는 사람이 필요하다. 막말은 더이상 듣기 싫다. 낟
January 2012
15 posts
참고 혼자 힘들어 하는게 더 쉬웠어요. 혼자서 감정 숨기는게 차라리 나에겐 덜 힘들었어요.
참아야겠죠? 그게 맞는거겠죠..?
그냥 내가 힘들고 말지…:’)
You’ll never know nor understand…
그 사람 변해가는 모습 때문에 나도 힘들어진다…I miss the old you…
너무 기대/의지 하지말자…결국엔 실망과 상처만 남을테니.
Sometimes, I see sides of you that I can’t really quite understand. It gives me second thoughts. It makes me scared. It makes me nervous. You changed a lot since the beginning and it makes me anxious how much more you’re gonna change. I hope your heart is still the same because I don’t want to imagine myself with anyone else. Although it...
It’s the littlest things that count and mean the most. Obviously you don’t realize that.
조금이라도 내 마음을 좀 알아줬으면…
조금이라도 나를 좀 이해해줬으면…
조금이라도….
내가 너무 많이 바라는건가? 그런거야? 요즘 짜증과 화가 가득한 너…무섭다. 니가 누군지 모르겠다..내가 알고 생각하던 사람이 아닌것같다….내가 알던 사람…그 사람은 어디에…
믿어줘야 해 안아줘야 해 고맙다고 해야 해
아프게 만들면 안돼
웃어줘야 해 행복하다 해야 해
I’m not your ordinary girl. 두고봐. And for the record, a girl should be loved and respected. She shouldn’t have to tell you or infer things in order for her to feel loved. You’re the one who should act upon your feelings of love and be good to her.
It’s sad expecting so much, but ending up in mere disappointment.
I am utterly shocked and appalled….you know you’re just the same. Ha… it just makes me laugh that I actually thought you may be just a LITTLE different…I can’t even believe you. How could you lie so slyly without even feeling the slightest guilt…I can’t believe myself. I can’t believe I trusted you.
obliteratedheart:
Did you know the people who are usually the strongest are usually also the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are usually the the first to be mistreated? Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time is usually the one who needs care the most?
So true…
December 2011
3 posts
Today, I saw a side of you that I’ve never seen before nor ever wanted to see. I really hope that I never ever encounter that side of you ever again.
On a side note: it’s funny and scary how people change so much, especially when it’s for the worse. One day we’re best buds, the next day we’re strangers. Reality check. Sorry, but I didn’t sign up to be your...
November 2011
2 posts
Why?
Why do I always do this to myself? You’d think I’d learn by now from all the disappointment, pain, and frustration. Seriously. Completely and utterly stupid.
October 2011
3 posts
September 2011
4 posts
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August 2011
3 posts
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